{"id":1158,"date":"2012-05-04T08:36:17","date_gmt":"2012-05-04T15:36:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pnwumc.org\/gc2012\/?p=1158"},"modified":"2012-05-04T08:36:17","modified_gmt":"2012-05-04T15:36:17","slug":"ramblings-about-may-3rd","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.pnwumc.org\/news\/ramblings-about-may-3rd\/","title":{"rendered":"Ramblings about May 3rd"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>The Rev. Adam Hamilton reading his amendment on the floor of General Conference on May 3, 2012.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Today I had to go the whole day without knowing what was going on at Conference. \u00a0I finished work at 4pm and went to a musical rehearsal (come to the Lincoln High production of Animal Farm next week!) and then had a doctor&#8217;s appointment, so I didn&#8217;t get home until 8:30 at night! \u00a0I&#8217;m now listening to the youtube video from this morning&#8217;s proceedings while I write.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what to say. \u00a0I really don&#8217;t. \u00a0What hurts me most isn&#8217;t that the issue failed. \u00a0I kind of expected it.<\/p>\n<p>But a few things that have struck me.<\/p>\n<p>1. \u00a0Many pastors spoke against Adam Hamilton&#8217;s amendment and their reasoning was that churches that were, I guess I&#8217;ll say less-than-reconciling, are doing just fine so we don&#8217;t need to change any wording. \u00a0Really? \u00a0Do you really think we are asking for a change because we&#8217;re worried about getting butts in the pews? \u00a0We could have a church with 10,000 members, but if there are still people who are outcasts we are not doing our mission. \u00a0This isn&#8217;t about numbers; it&#8217;s about loving people.<\/p>\n<p>Loving people. \u00a0That seems so easy. \u00a0But as I&#8217;m listening I am missing the love.<\/p>\n<p>2. \u00a0That which divides us is far deeper than I ever thought. \u00a0Our denomination is so vastly different, that with this huge issue I am surprised we wouldn&#8217;t agree to disagree. \u00a0Now this wouldn&#8217;t work for everything, but with something that we have argued about for so long, I just don&#8217;t understand.<\/p>\n<p>I am frustrated. \u00a0I am angry. \u00a0Why stay in a church with which I disagree? \u00a0I really just don&#8217;t have an answer. \u00a0Maybe that&#8217;s how many young people feel?<\/p>\n<p><em>Photo Credit: Taken by Patrick Scriven<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Rev. 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